Friday, December 22, 2006

[[* Something To Say/Share *]]
I’ve come to realize that loving someone was not easy. I’ve learned that every couple has to understand each other or else it’s really going to be a hard way to be in love. Where you are the only one understand your special someone please don’t do that. Don’t let yourself the only one understands her/him, let him/her understand you because your love won’t work very smoothly. I know how it felt, sad, trying to break free, or more than that. It’s really frustrating till you want to bash something or kill yourself (don’t do stupid things alright! Won’t benefit you one).

What’s the point killing or hurt yourself, there is really no point. To overcome this one, you gotta relaxed yourself and your mind. Only this can overcome all your problem (love problem I must say). Here are some story which I encountered with tonight (21/21 Dec 2006).

My loveone really trying my patient, when we talked on the phone she recalled what I did to my Ex which I don’t really like to recalled that long lost memories. Then she said something about me that I never care/caress her like I do to my Ex which is really not true/true (I don’t really know actually) and we end up to be silent and we hang up. I was so damn piss off of what she said on the phone. So I switch my cellphone and cursing all the time about what she said. After I calm down, I switched on my cellphone again which I presume that she will give me a message. And she did give me a long message saying sorry and all. After reading her message I cried (I don’t know why I cried maybe I was really hurt back then) so I decided to call her again. I called her saying that if she’s suffering with me then let me go. I talked about letting go all the way until I have nothing more to say I hang up.

To cut short, to the couples out there please don’t give up so easily just because of a small fight/cold fight. Because you too will come to realize that you can’t lose your loveone and you love her/him so much. Some times we will argued and piss off till don’t want to speak/see your loveone but some where in our heart we care for them and want them to feel that you really care. It’s really a hard thing to see but we you’re relaxed you can see everything so clearly. So don’t just shut up and do nothing, go and tell her/him what you feel and show that you really care for them that you really needed them to be part of you.So protect your true love! Alright!=)

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

[[* Stupid!+Adventurous Experience~ *]]


before I start I wanna ask u guys? have u guys...
been trapped in a toilet at home?? haha!
well that what happened to Me yesterday!
my "pipe" was going to brust that time...
so I rush to the toilet; slam the door hard and locked it!
after I finish I opened the door...but only the lock is open!
the door still can't be open...I was panic at 1st like..
"How am I going to get out from here?!"
since the wall of the toilet was not up to the ceiling..
I climbed the sink and caught up with the wall but still..
My height+ weight can't support me if I tried to climb the wall..
so 1st thing I do was scream for my maid..which was so dumb!
she could not hear me because of my PC music was so loud..-.-"
I regret to on my PC music so loud but
that won't help me to get out from the toilet..

So here is the adventurous me appeared!
haha~ I climbed down the sink and looked at the toilet bowl..
then I looked the window frame behind it..then I looked at the wall!
I was smiling so wide to think a good way to get out! haha..I guess..
so I climb the toilet bowl the window frame then the upper of the wall!
then I'm out to another toilet which is beside the toilet I used..
which I'm glad the door was opened! wahaha! nice adveture rite!
lol~ nt really but did pour so much brain juice just to get out
from there...haha~
well that's it!

take care~
byebye~

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

[[* June O'level result!!! *]]
HELLO!

Today I got my June O'level results...
I was really happy about my ENG result...
ya la I got a Credit B(4) for it...
the most highest credit than my 4 C(6)...
Wahaha~ was dreaming to get a B...wootS~
and I got B...weee~ I'm so HIGH!

Hm~ wat else to say ar...
oh yeah this morning..something funny happen..
or really unlucky morning...haha
I was being left by my school bus...=.="
then have to chase it to it next stop...lol
phew~ glad I could catch up with the bus..
if not i die with lectures ler...
haha~

wat else ar...
since I pass my O'level eng...
I should be transffer to G.P class ler...
aiyer I dun want to transffer G.P class...
b'cos I hate the assignment...lol..
essay with many words...then my grammer nt that gd
later I see my "RED" comment on my paper...
lol plus if I have to transffer to G.P class..
all my Block have to change...n that wat I dun like...
hais~ should I go or should I stay?

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

[[* Too Good To Be True~ *]]


Woots~ today I got inform by my eng teacher..
that our exam going to be prospone...
so exam started at 17th Aug...alrite...

today nothing much happen...
just one thing make me surprise...
it's my WEIGHT!!
I'm gaining weight ler...
my weight limit always 55kg...
today I check my weight and it was 57.7KG!!!
WTH...I should control my desire to eat...
I dun want to be catagorise at 'overwieght'
wahaha~

I think that's it...
no more to tell ler...
hehe~
ciaoz~

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

[[* Not Myself Today... *]]
Hello~

here I come to blog...since 2 gals chasing me for update..
wahaha!! well just want to say to my friends in sg...
Happy National Day for you guys...so good wor
you guys have holiday...T_T

Dunno why today I feel so down...
I can't even smile...but Plastic Smile can loh...
hais...I feel so tired of everything so suddenly..
how I wish I can just go and shut myself from this world..
But...I can't...that would just more worst...hais...
today make my dalenk sad? or mad?
I've been waiting for her msg/miss call since 6pm...

Today I also dunno why I update my fic at my-ella...
after so many months i didn't touch it...
haha Lei u must be happy to hear I update my fic rite?
but dun ask for more ar...I need "feeling" to do update..
oh well I miss the day where 4 of us chat together...
Leen, Novi, You(Lei), and Me...hais...

Lei did you wait for me to on9 yesterday?
sry ar I didn't on9 yesterday...was so tired to on9..
hais~ what else to write ar...
dunno ler...I'm still feeling down to write
a long update for this blog..
just wishing that you guys have a happy days ya~

oh yeah before I finish writing my blog...
just wanted to tell you guys that...
my 2nd progress test is starting next week..
aiyer~ Another test to fight with all my brain juice...haha~
wish me gud luck~

K take care guys~

!CoolestEllami v.s 2nd progress test!
!Match Start 14th Aug Till 24th Aug!

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

[[* After A While~ *]]
after so long I never blog...haha @_@
now I'm back to keep updating...(I hope so~)
well today I got my grades n marks on my 1st progress test...not a great grade to see...lol...



Maths 35% grade U
Biology 36% grade E
Geography 56% grade C
English 56% grade C

I told you not a great grade to see..
nevermind going to upgrade that Math n Bio grade..
and also my Geo n Eng...haha I want grade B..
if can A..woots~ amin...hehe

Today also I got my netball practice...
but my bro ask my cuzn to pick me up early than the actually time the practice finish..
so bored ler...was just about to start the practice then TING! I was called to go home..Nevermind got another week to practice...hehe

I wonder how my dad is doing? I heard from mum he's going to have an heart operation..
the doctor going to put battery into my dad's heart..(that's wat mum told me..)
I hope the operation went well...*pray so hard*
Really miss my dad...My beloved dad...T_T
oh please my dear brothers n sisters...
go and visit dad at the hospital..N take me with u guys also...hehe...

I heard from my fren tomorrow firework going to be cancel..is it true??
and she also said it going to be prospone to sunday..haha...oh well...
I dun care much about that...cos i can't go out..T_T
no transport ma..aiyer~

what else to say...oh ya...this is so sad for me...
I can't go to sg dis dec~
ya la my saving decreasing everyday...
T_T to many need to buy..(LOLX)
it's my fault also...can't resist to stop buying things...hehe..
and I'm planing to buy another Line for my hp...haha...
but dunno will buy or not..still thinking about it..

well I think that's it for today...kinda tired so i think I have my nap now...
enjoy ur day guys~
take care...

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Monday, June 19, 2006

[[* ...Going ToSleepOver At My Sis House... *]]
Hello everybody~well today woke up early...haha
about 7 something...well that was b'cosI want to on9 early...
but my mum want me to accdad, her n my bro to go to town...
to pay water bills n acc my bro had a hair cut...
well the barber was my dad frend so...ya like always...
they had a chit chat...(after my bro finish his hair cut)
haha while I was..."when are we going home?" HAHA~
then go buy fresh chicken...haha...coz long time I didnt eat chicken~
after that...we went home...I go to my cuzn house nxt door...
she just woke up n taking her bath..so I play with her phone...
I dunno why everytime I play with her phone...
I end up taking my pics..LOL~ maybe I like to take pics..oh well...
here are the pics...



This one look "CooL"~ haha




N this also...looking cool man!




My smirk? haha~

after that...I went home and start dating with my dalenk~
haha...nv miss dating everyday...(in msn)
Then suddenly my sis chat with me...
asking me to slp at her house....
I was kinda...should I or should I not?
in the end...I accept it..LOL
plus long time didn't slp there...
well going to play netball also...wooots
long time didn't play....
well gtg...
cya guys

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``Ab0ut.Me~


CoolestEllami
16 years old
Libra
AttacheD
27st September 1989
Pre-Uni StudenT


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[[* JaSsmiineE *]]
._Lyricss_.//* [[*Stars Are Blind*]]







I don't mind spending some time

Just hanging here with you

Cuz I don't find too many guys

That treat me like you do

Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride

But when I walk their talk is suicide

Some people never get beyond their stupid pride

But you can see the real me inside

And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh





I could be your confidante

Just one of your girlfriends

But I know that love's what you want

If tomorrow the world ends

Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?

Now tell me who have you been dreaming of

At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Baby i'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling

This moment is critical

Might be me feeling

It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

If you show me real love baby

I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty

Be the devil and angel too

Got a heart and soul and body

Let's see what this love can do

Let's see what this love can do

Baby I'm perfect for you

Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind